me me me

This morning started well, Wayne didn't wake me up til 10am....Ron made brekkie...fry up...yum....I dyed my hair and defuzzed myself and had a soak in a bath with some fancy potion one of the mums gave me at christmas.....

THEN......I phoned tre ysgawen hall and booked a tranquility massage...for this afternoon...it was fab...

I told Wayne what I was doing and he went all sad and said he'd miss me....yeh like he missed me yesterday when he was with grandma...lol....I said to him...'don't you think mummy deserves a bit of time to herself?' and got a big nooooo....

Anyway I enjoyed it so much I've booked a facial next week...only cos it's on offer....like the massage....but feel a pamper day coming on...you can use the sauna, pool and jacuzzi then...

I texted shelly as I was going in to say where I was...and got grief....me me me...well yeh....it's the start of a bit of ME.....why do i have to feel so guilty about having time to myself (not because of shel) but I do.....and Ron was ...how much?? well I'm paying so who cares...

He was trying to get me to go to a Metallca concert with one of my mums...but it was £75 a ticket, plus travel to Dublin, and a hotel....amd it made me think...for that money I could get loads of treatments...and I told him...a metallica concert would mean a late night, lots of noise and when I got back I'd be tired and find it hard to cope with Wayne.....I'd rather have a relaxation break....tuts from Ron....but hey I'm a mum now not a teenager...omg am I getting old...lol

Funny, K said the other day, why don't you go out with Ron to where he goes...well the last one was outside, driving quad bikes round a track getting pissed in the dark and cold til god knows what time, then sleeping in the car....think a jacuzzi and sauna beats that slightly...lol We decided that men don't change when we have kids, women have to change.......oh I'm going on now

Anyway Ron's gone out tonight.....wonder if he feels guilty...not!!

He made tea though for when I got back...and we got the bouncy castle out today....it's ace...airflow...blows up in seconds...no aching calf muscles from pumping...and Wayne loved it x

And I'm having a corrie night...a whole week....ha ha ...I am sad and old lol...but hey no greys for a week due to the dye!!