hacked off

Probably shouldn't be blogging at the mo as I'm feeling fed up...not like me x

Had a lovely day at penrhyn, met shel and family..K and J and we had a great day...Ron was supposed to be coming but went fishing...and had a great time..and is now no doubt drunk with his mates...

I had a very embarassing rib popping moment...right in the middle of punch and judy...with K filming it...so the comments on the vid will be...what's wrong? u OK? I fell flat on the deck and couldn't scream with the pain...oh so embarassing...got some funny looks...when I told Ron he didn't even ask if I was ok...just droned on about fish....I sometimes wonder if he cares at all

I understand him wanting to spend time with mates....but not that he doesn't want to spend time with us...and doesn't seem to give a f**k

I've had two days of Wayne asking why daddy won't come with us...what do you say!!!???!!!!

I thought after past experience with his kids and doing fun things he would be a great dad who wanted to do stuff with his kids...but obviously it suited him better to just have fun at weekends...with me organising...whereas now it's 24/7...well for me.....

See said I shouldn't be blogging....but I'm well hacked off.....

Oh well new floor tomorrow....got to be up early!!!! oh no.................