I've found my inner???????

Today went well with the new starter, only tears when she woke up, probably wondering where she was...and who I was!!

We went to pili palas and it was stange just me Wayne and A, not the usual crew of us chatting....I was lonely...boo hoo...so was Wayne...no one to play with...although that didn't stop him having fun x not even shel to text as shes feeding 24/7..like u do and had a few problems..so don't want to hassle her x

School run and home to play in the garden, then rush off to pilates...and the gym personal trainer! Omg...the pilates went well, I actually felt my inner...something!! not sure what...still can't breathe right though, although my trainer Nick explained it in a different way after and it made more sense...we'll see.....

I had to stop one of the exercises as I was in agony...my bloody rib went last night...worse time yet...I was crying with the pain...and I have a high pain threshold...when I had Wayne the nurses were insistent I needed pain relief but I just did my breathing...not pilates breathing though luckily!!

The classes finish in a few weeks for the summer so I am going to carry on the gym...if it doesn't kill me lol...and try and find a class thats at a better time...6pm is tooo much of a rush...I get a butty for tea and have to run out the door as soon as the last kid leaves...not ideal!

Anyway Nick is going to print out my plan...I forget it all..we just went through it all tonight and he showed me exercises on a ball!! with weights!!, which equipment to use... and next week we're going to do it for real!!! arghh...he may not see me for dust!! Good though to have someone to explain it all...and freeeee...he took my blood pressure and said if I go when he's on I can borrow his heart monitor...in case I have a heart attack?? lol...no apparently I have to ...oh I don't know...sure it will all become clear....

Then I went for a swim and had a soak in the jacuzzi........and tonight I must get an early night...I'm shattered x

ooh and Ron just popped in to say do I want a ham baguette...yeh I'm bloody starving!